LONGING

A plant in a desert plain,

I long for your rain

When is the end of my pain?

REALLY COOL SONG....

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OO by UP DHARMA DOWN

Di mo lang alam
Naiiisip kita
Baka sakali lang maisip mo ako
‘Di mo lang alam
Hanggang sa gabi inaasam makita kang muli

Nagtapos ang lahat sa di inaasahang pahanon
At ngayon ako ay iyong iniwan
Luhaan, sugatan, ‘di mapakinabangan
Sana nagtanong ka lang
Kung ‘di mo lang alam
Sana’y nagtanong ka lang
Kung ‘di mo lang alam

Ako’y iyong nasaktan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Hindi mo lang alam
Kay tagal na panahon
Ako’y nandirito pa rin hanggang ngayon para sa’yo

Lumipas mga araw na ubod ng saya
‘Di pa rin nagbabago ang aking pagsinta
Kung ako’y nagkasala patawad na sana
Puso kong pagal ngayon lang nagmahal

‘Di mo lang alam
Ako’y iyong nasaktan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Puro s’ya na lang
Sana’y ako naman
‘Di mo lang alam
Ika’y minamasdan
Sana’y iyong mamalayang hindi mo lang pala alam

‘Di mo lang alam
Kahit tayo’y magkaibigan lang
Napapaligaya lang sa tuwing nagkukulitan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Ako’y nandito lang
Hindi mo lang alam
Matalino ka naman

Kung ikaw at ako
Ay tunay na bigo sa laro na ito
Ay dapat bang sumuko
Sana hindi ka lang pala aking nakilala
Kung alam ko lang ako’y masasaktan ng ganito
Sana’y nakinig na lang ako sa nanay ko

‘Di mo lang alam
Ako’y iyong nasaktan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Puro s’ya na lang
Sana’y ako naman
Isang kindat man lang
‘Di mo lang alam
O, ika’y minamasdan
Sana iyo’y mamalayang di mo lang pala alam
Oooooooo

Malas mo
Ikaw ang natipuhan ko
Di mo lang alam
Ako’y iyong nasaktan

2:30 AM

nasa PHILCOA ako ngayon and supposedly nag-aaral ako pero sa kasamaang palad nakalimutan kong nagsasara pala ang MCDO at Jollibee ng sunday...syet pakshet...nakapagbasa ako kahit konti lang dun sa may tapsilogan pero nakakahiya sa tindera kasi marami kumakain at kape lang inorder ko..hahay..ano bang buhay to?Napagkamalan pa akong callcenter ng isang bading...hello kita na nga niya na nag-aaral yung tao at walang sign ng mamimick-up...hay mga tao talaga...tapos ang kasamaang palad wala pa akong pera tanging 60 pesos na lang ang natitira sa akin...Oh my GOD..ang malas talaga at iniwan ko pa cellphone ko sa dorm kasi nagcharge ako...pano ba yan...hahay...MALAS!!! Waaaaaaaaaahhh exam ko na bukas at dalawa tas wala pa ako naaaral sa dalawa...PAKINGSHET... 

Inside Your Heaven


I've been down
Now I'm blessed
I felt a revelation coming around
I guess its right, it's so amazing
Everytime I see you I'm alive
You're all I've got
You lift me up
The sun and the moonlight
All my dreams are in your eyes

I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way
I wanna be earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathin' in
A soothin' wind
I wanna be inside your heaven

When we touch, when we love
The stars light up
The wrong becomes undone
Naturally, my soul surrenders
The sun and the moonlight
All my dreams are in your eyes

And I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way
And I wanna be the earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathing in
A soothing wind
I wanna be inside your heaven

When minutes turn to days and years
When mountains fall, I'll still be here
Holdin you until the day I die
And I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way

I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way
I wanna be earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathin' in
A soothin' wind
I wanna be inside your heaven
Oh yes I do
I wanna be inside your heaven

Namiss ko ang blogsite kong panget a...at namiss ko rin ang pagiging baliw na parang may kausap kahit wala naman kundi itong blog na ito...hahaha...musta naman sana may nagbabasa pa rin sa entries ko...hehe...

hahay...andaming nangyari sa loob ng halos 3 buwan or 4 na buwan na hindi ako nagblog...hehehe...

ngapala exam na namin sa sabado sa accounting at good luck naman sa amin dahil galit ang aming teacher...haha...inindyan kasi namin nung make-up class namin...pero ayos lang masaya naman ako...hahaha...nakita ko kasi kahapon ang album launch ng CALLA LILY at may bonus pa na PUPIL...woohoo...at masaya lang talaga ang araw ko kahapon except sa mga epal na mga feeling close, feeling magaganda na CALLA LILY fans....hahay...tas kanina hay isang subject lang napasukan ko...pano kasi late na ako nakatulog...haha...pero ayos lang masaya pa rin..kahit na nagQUIZ sila kanina...hehe..tas yung isa namang klase e nasa NISMED audi sila at marami ba namang mga taga-MIRIAM...ewan ko ba sa instructor naming yun walang sabi-sabi basta nagpost lang na dun kami pumunta...kakatamad pumasok kasi daming tao sa audi kaya ayun...ang bagsak ko sa TAMBAYAN...hahaha...

yun lang...masaya...hahay...

Hoooh!! Ang tagal ko ring hindi nakapag-update ng blog ko...owel, hayun...at sa ngayon ang tanging masasabi ko lang ay...

MAHAL NA MAHAL NA MAHAL NA MAHAL KO si O.B.

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I just had a converzation with someone whom I barely know and who barely knows my entirety...Well the converzation was not so weird at all for God sakes it was one of the best converzation I ever had...We talked actually she talked about Love and all that jazz...and the weird thing is she's talking as if she knows how I really feel...She's talking as if she had always been at my side knowing the wholeness of my being...I loved listening to her that night because she made me realize things that I barely accept and oftenly brushed off...She also adviced me (or is it advised...what the heck you get the point) about many things...Advices (sorry if my spelling is erroneous) that I  always hear from my friends (friends who actually know me and are always there for me) but I never really had a heart to absorb what they mean...but on that night coming from someone you haven't talk to very seriously, someone you know by face and name only and not who she really is, someone who really doesn't give a shit about you, I realized that Life may sometimes be cruel and nasty but it's also loving and caring that no matter how hard you fall there is always someone or something or whatever that is, that will aid you and help you stand up again...She also made me realized that things aren't always suppose to be what I want it to be...that things do happen without any precautions...

What am I blabbing about?

Well, that converzation made me realized that I must not run away from my feelings, I must not run away from problems...that I should learn how to take the risks no matter what the outcome is, may it be a success or may it be a failure...

I also realized that like her I also have so much LOVE to give and I shouldn't be afraid to get disappointed because in the first place I did nothing but to show my LOVE...SO what the f*ck Go ahead and tell the person you LOVE how much you care for him/her...